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Driving an armoured vehicle hit by rocket-propelled grenades
(RPGs),
and on the second occasion terribly wounded, he extricated his Warrior
and its crew from mortal peril. One RPG exploded less than a foot from
his head, crushing part of his skull and inflicting brain injuries, but
he kept driving, with his officer in the turret also wounded, until
they were out of the battle zone. He was 24 years old, and had been
three years in the British Army. Most memoirs of soldiering are pretty
awful. Against expectations, this one is remarkably good.
It paints a
vivid picture of a young man’s odyssey from a shack life on the little
Caribbean island of Grenada, to the fierce heat of Bush and Blair’s war
in Iraq. It presents a convincing image of the British Army, not in the
least idealised. The soldiers in Beharry’s tale talk as soldiers always
do, in expletives and shorthand. The good, the bad and the ugly are all
here, some of the latter officers and NCOs.
On Grenada, Beharry dreamt
as a child of being a racing driver. His father was a drunk who gambled
away whatever money he got, leaving his grandmother as the big
influence on the boy’s life. Johnson was never much into schooling, and
devoted his teens to scratching a living from casual labouring, and
drinking away the proceeds. His gran said: “You a good child — you
smart, kind an’ good. Do somet’ing with your life, Johnson. Don’t throw
it all away.” In 1999, he scraped together the airfare to Britain, went
to live with his aunt Irene in Hounslow, swore off alcohol, and started
working on building sites. Unfortunately, he soon got seriously into
marijuana.
After two years here, when first he walked into an army
recruiting office in his dusty dreadlocks and a haze of pot, the
sergeant in charge told him to come back when he had cleaned himself of
drugs and got fit. Amazingly he did both, chopped off his hair and
became an infantry recruit. His mates called him “Bee”, “Harry” or
“Paki”. His NCOs thought he was an awkward number and a skiver, but the
army taught him to drive, and he fell in love at first sight with his
25-ton Warrior fighting vehicle. In an unexpected fashion, the Warrior
fulfilled his childish dreams of racing a Porsche. He enjoyed an
ecstatic moment in Al Amarah, when his column encountered an
insurgents’ pick-up truck in the road.
The only way through was by
driving over it: “Glass shatters, metal buckles and the pick-up
collapses. It’s like treading on a Coke can. I can’t help it. I start
to laugh. ‘Something tickling you, Beharry?,’ Mr Deane asks. ‘I wanted
to do this me whole life, Boss,’ I tell him. “Mad Grenadian bastard,’
Mr Deane says.” Beharry’s unit’s tour in Iraq, based in a hotbed of
insurgency — the outskirts of Al Amarah — proved to be one of the most
violent experiences British soldiers have known since the Falklands.
Patrolling the streets, again and again the regiment met an enemy bent
on mauling them with RPGs, mortars and small arms. The book’s accounts
of “contacts” are vivid and full of good detail. “I’m so used to the
sound of bullets striking our armour I don’t even bother to duck any
more . . .
As we pass an alleyway I glance left and see an RPG in
flight, heading right for us. I just manage to scream, ‘Boss! RPG! Nine
o’clock!’ before it whooshes past us. ‘Shit! That was close!,’ Mr Deane
says.” Battles are full of clichés, because the formula is always the
same: successive generations of young men are introduced to the brutal
sensations of killing, and of confronting strangers eager to kill them.
Once, a 10-year-old exploded a Molotov cocktail on a Warrior.
Nothing
shocked the men of the PWRR more than the fact that they kept finding
themselves fighting children, and often had no choice but to shoot them
down. It does the author no disservice to say that he chose his
ghostwriter well.
The book’s abrupt, staccato style and dialogue catch
the flavour of this thankless little war, and the sort of men who are
fighting it. A soldier remarks that everybody in the army is running
away from something, but “Bee” does not analyse his own flight. His
Warrior seems the focus of his passions, more than the military as an
institution.
This is not a reflective book, but it would be monstrously
unfair to expect one from a very young man. It is simply a warm,
good-natured narrative of Beharry’s life in peace and war. The Queen
told him at his investiture that he is “a very special person”. In one
sense, this is obviously true. In another way, however, his story is
moving because he is so ordinary.
A dismaying number of VC winners have
found their lives blighted by being branded with the medal. Interviews
that Beharry has given for his book’s publication highlight his own
sorrows: a broken marriage, continuing pain and emotional strains
resulting from his wounds; a host of supplicants crowding around the
celebrity. I hope he overcomes his troubles. His book presents a
portrait of an uncommonly decent young man. I doubt whether Johnson
Beharry, any more than any other soldier at war, thought for a moment
about his adoptive country as he fought his Warrior through the streets
of Al Amarah.
His mates, reflexes ingrained by training, together with
the instinct for self-preservation, must have dominated his mind. He
deserves to find happiness now. Without a few men like him the British
Army could not do the amazing things it does, on behalf of us all.
COURAGE UNDER FIRE Beharry showed astonishing composure as well as
bravery in winning his VC, the first awarded to a living recipient
since 1969. In the first engagement for which he was cited, on May 1,
2004, he pulled his wounded commanding officer and three other soldiers
from his stricken Warrior tank after an ambush, despite having taken a
direct hit from a bullet on his helmet. Six weeks later, he drove his
vehicle to safety after an RPG exploded inches from his head and
shattered his skull. He was in a coma for eight days, and had such
severe wounds that he had to undergo reconstructive surgery. Available
at the Books First price of £16.99 (inc p&p) on 0870 165 8585
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